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DELAILA
25 January 1991
dee.delaila@gmail.com

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Monday, January 04, 2010, 8:20 PM
Dear sister,

Bro just got enlisted.. and there seems to have some war going on in the house..

Actually its always there.. It's been always there..

Seems that she finally exploded...

But like what i've been sharing with my friends..

I don't care cause I don't feel the need to..

I've always envied my friends' relationship with their sisters...

Whenever they share with me about how they share their clothes and everything..

what course their sis takes in the University..

and how their sis helps them in their schoool work and all...

I always felt left out and wonder when my sis is gonna be as great as them..

Now that I'm pursuing a JC education, i always regard those going to the uni are very admirable people cause I know it's definitely not an easy route just like how i got retained in the first year of my JC education...

Not that i look down on the poly kids.. but it's a known fact that those pursuing a JC education will eventually be ''successful" in life...

It's just that how you define successful as.. It's a very subjective thingy but I, myself believes that it it successful..

Furthermore, in a competitive society like singapore, your certs will make a huge difference in your life whether you like it or not..

Perhaps it's how i was brought up and the environment i'm in that influences and shape my beliefs..

And did I tell you that my dream was actually to be in a JC...?

hahahaha.. yup...

Atleast I got in eventhough i got retained.. but nevertheless.. my current dream now is to enrolled into a local uni..

Ya.. Its a dream cause it's definitely not easy to enrolled into one...

Wait.. i'm digressing...

Back to the point where I envied my friends' relationship with their sister...

Well, my sis did help me in many ways..

She's always been good in her language.. well she seems to la..

Cause.. well.. if you live in the same house.. in the same room as her..

you will get what i mean...

I won't expose her or belittle her existence here on earth like what she did to her mother and her sister..

I won't go as far as her..

ok.. ok..

back to the point...

She's definitely good at designing.. thats for sure which explains why she helped so much in designing anything pertaining to my schoolwork...

But.. whenever i request help from her.. it's never a genuine help....

NEVER!

She will only helped me when my mum blows up or something...

This part..

I seriously don't get it..

She seems to be whole-heartedly dedicate herself to her friends whenever they ask her for help..

But never once did she volountarily helped me..

why why why..?

Isn't blood thicker than water...?

She always booast about how she helped her friends design this and how she helped her uni friends to do their written reports or essays...

But why can't she helped me like how she helped her friends....?

And and, she has the talent in designing so why isn't she taking up part-time jobs pertaining to her degree since she has the flair of it...?

why must she throw away her talents just like that when she can actually grab the opportunity using her talents...?

People at her age have already graduated from the U's and are enjoying the fruit of their labour..

And about the clothes issue... which she seems to be so upset and disgusted by it till she runs down her whole family like she was born in this world without my mum's eggs and dad's sperms...

-__________________________-

I admit la i was in the wrong to steal her clothes la..

And you think by asking her permisiion she will lent it to ya...?

DREAM ON LA!

She only typed that so the readers will have a good impression on her...

She'd rather burn the clothes infront of me than actually lent it to me...

Thats Durrani the ever-oh-so-perfect-girl-that-always-blog-about-how-big-breast-women-rules-the-world-and-how-love-is-the-only-thing-that-you-can-survive-in-this-world-and-how-you-rant-about-how-ugly-you-are-when-you-yourself-don't-believe-so

Come on la... HELLO...?

Only love can make you survive...?

Than by all means.. stop your education... Don't study!

Stop whatever you're doing and just go for love-hunting since thats the only thing you need to survive..

Maybe I've suffered a failed relationship till i lose all hopes on love that i find this phrase "All i need is love to survive" purely nonsensical...

pfffttt....

She rants about how disrespectful both me and mama are...

You call that respect when you insult your mum like that who brought you up...?

Is that a new definition of respect in this era...?

So why she never rant about how she also did the same thing also..?

She only blogs about how I, Delaila, took her stuffs when she is also guilty of it..?

Well... well.. You really are bold huh...?

Make-up...? Earring...? Money..? Gold bracelet...? My gold ring...?

Why isn't this on your blog too...?

I seriously didn't want to typed all this but your recent entry really isn't fair at all..

You can bad mouth me for all i care but doing this to your mama...?

I always value family first before friends...

Because... in school.. they always emphasize on the importance of the family...

And also.. since i'm not attached at all... I've been always spending with my mama eversince the break-up with my dear *ehem ehem*

Thats why i really really love and respect my mama because of the times i've spent with her..

Well.. I can't blame you my dear sister since you're attached juggling 2 guyws at the same time and "love is all i need" motto...

hur hur hur...

This war we've been having for ages have finally erupted from your mouth..?

So you felt relieved after typing all the one-sided issues...?

Oh oh.. and I'm an avid fan of your blog and your recent trip to taiwan... or was it bangkok or something... really cracks me up..

When on earth did you travel abroad when you're always at home infront of the laptop watching your animes-will-improve-on-your-drawing-skills-then-me-watching-korean-drama-will-inprove-my-korean-language-and-be-a-useful-citizen-since-i'm-multi-lingual...?

hahahahah...

So you mean... all the time when you claimed you're having camps.. you actually when abroad when your passport is dead...?

Then again.. you will defend yourself saying you can always renew your passport..

But hello! reality check!

In order to renew your passport, you need your old passport to be terminated and your old passport is still with mama...

hur hur hur..

My mighty and dear sister...

By all means.. insult me on your blog for all i care...

So what if you can act cute..

You think I, Pretty Delaila, is jealous of it...?

Yeah right..

Why must i be jealous when i, Pretty Delaila can just smile normally and still be exceptionally pretty... =)

I don't need to go to the extent of acting cute to be pretty cause I'm already are..

HA!

And you think I'm jealous because you have tons of men lining up to be with you...?

Ya.. right..

Thats what you always claimed..

If thats the case.. why must you be two-timing...?

Can't you just dump guys after guys since all of them are lining up to be with you..?

You've lost all the respect i have for you my dear sister..

Then again.. you already declared that you don't give a damn about me much less my respect right..?

So there you go...





I'm done here...
I've not blog for ages and the first entry is about my dear sister...
you should be honoured cause i dedicated a whole long entry just about you, and only you, my dear sister.
This is the last bit of respect i have for you.

Sorry for the grammar and spelling error cause i'm too pissed to actually correct my errors..




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