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DELAILA
25 January 1991
dee.delaila@gmail.com

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006, 12:23 AM

After one whole week of disappearance, I'm finally back!
That explains the lack of entries.
Shall not state where I actually went but lets' say that,


Delaila was out somewhere hiding in an unknown cavern with loads of food supply and struggling to master the art of live.


And I still have not master it yet though.
Did loads of reflection and I'm starting to talk to myself more often.

Well, talking to yourself is considered a sign of craziness by most people. Others says its a sign of intelligence. I go with the latter idea.

I find the best company you keep is yourself.
You know yourself better.

People that 'talk' and not 'mumble' to themselves are a better off, depending on what they're talking to themselves about and for how long, but if they start rolling around on the ground and writing on themselves, than thats pure craziness.

Usually I would start talking to myself when I'm doing a reflection or when I have to make a big decision.

I think it releases stress because you can talk the problem out and reason it with yourself out loud which is better than keeping it all in your head which makes it more hurt.

For example, having conversations with yourself like "If I do this, then this happens" I think its perfectly normal since its just a way for you to visualize the outcome.

I guess it's just thinking out loud.

But when your conversation goes something like "Hey how are you doing today? I'm doing good" sort of thing whereby you actually reply to the question you ask yourself then I think that's an issue that you have to deal with.

If you ever do this infront of other people, not only will you get stares from them but who knows, you might just end up in an asylum.



And I still ponder about the answer to this question.


Why Do We Need To Know The Meaning Of Life?

We yearn for the meaning of life because we have to know that we have purpose. We need to know that we have purpose, and thus control over our own lives.

Wanting to know what's happening and why we're doing this.

Right..?

But than again, humans are naturally curious. They're also naturally pattern-seeking, which makes things all the more difficult because to them
EVERYTHING has to have a purpose and
EVERYTHING has to have a concrete reason and t
hey can't live without knowing EVERYTHING.



" We love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple and when we can't do that, it scares the hell out of us. To not know the next step, where you're headed, kills. Being unsure isn't in our plans "


And I still finding what's the purpose of my life.
Maybe I shouldn't care much about this purpose in life yet.

Live life to the fullest..?
Just enjoy every moment of it..?

So I guess the meaning of life is to search for the meaning of life.

I shall end my entry with the result of a personality test I just did.
Copy and paste the given url.
I do not know how to link it. LOL.



http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/gallery/large.asp?id=1314439&p=0&hof=1&q=personality+test




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