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Sunday, July 16, 2006, 10:04 PM
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Our 100th day anniversary! =D
Or should i say my anniversary and not ours.. =.=
Empty promises.. a pack of lies.. im beginning to get a hang of it. we shall celebrate it together. shall make it a very special one. yeah rite.. and i`ve even told him like 2 months earlier..? nono.. one month in advance.. busy.no time. im used to these already.. and guess what..? hes busy with lucify.. he watched their performance. gosh.. it seems that i really means nothing to him..
tried ways to forget about him.. but i cant seem to do it. everything reminds me of him. the clothes i wear. the surroundings, The cathay, cineleisure, Macdonalds, Long John Silver, Changi Airport. Hardware stufffs. how can i possibly forget about him when my mind and heart doesnt want to..
Im still clinging on. I still believe him. all those smses. all those promises. i still believe him. yet.. haizz...
I really enjoyed my time at OBS. away from home. away from computer. away from him. away from everything. my mind was preoccupied with other stuffs there. the feeling was great. its been a long time since i felt that great. but, now im back. I`ve thrown away my weaknesses. nods nods. I just have to face it. I cant run away from everything. Its just not me. If hes going to continue on like this, i might just give him up.
alright. thats enough.
Instead of celebrating with him. I celebrate it with my family. =D
Its been a long time since i went out with them. hehe. and again. i ate ice-cream! muahahaha. bought some accessories plus 2 side belts. ^^ and ate at Bagus for our dinner. YUM!!~~ additional fats. =X
Yay! tmr no Bio! wooOooHooOO! yayness!
feel like watching the pirates of the carribeans tmr.
again. another promise we make. watch pirates of the carribean together. i guess he watch it already..
anyone willing to watch together with me..? anyone out there..?
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